Sunday, November 8, 2009

getting over my past!!

Have you ever thought about your life and realized that it isnt working the way it is supposed to work?? you go to college/office, work hard, return home and sleep and repeat the process. you work as hard as you can, you have sleepless nights and even 24 hours seem less to you but still there's something missing. you feel like time is running out and you havnt even started the "real" thing you wnt to do. lately i have been facing the same feeling...
today i wasnt well..was on bed the whole day and apart from sleeping i kept thinking.. looking back at my past years and thinking what went wrong.. my life isnt really what i wanted it to be.. this isnt really how i had pictured myself. It seemed as if i wasted a lot of years doing something which didnt even add to anything. and thus i have decided to work up hard to gather my life together and live like i wanted to. there are phases in lfe which make you think that you have nothing earned as compred to what others have.. be it in relatonships, money, career or whatever. but sometimes you need just to take a break and think. we all know that life doesnt work according to our plans..but then we cant stop making them..in the same manner as we cant stop living just cos we are going to die may be tommrrow.. so here i am making another plan for my life.. picturing myself again in the future.. trying to live the way i should have some 4 years ago.. still its never too late to start over again.. wish me luck!!!
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14 comments:

  1. UnknownNovember 8, 2009 at 5:05 AM

    thank you kiran!! for all the support and love you have given to me... it really means a lot!!!

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  2. BabuNovember 10, 2009 at 12:17 AM

    Well dear there are some things in life which are better left unsaid and those unspoken words are usually heard more loud and clear than otherwise. All one has got to do is listen carefully. Take care dear and don't worry! Things will always take its due course and the wheel keeps turning all the time! Stay happy and keep spreading that wonderful cheerfulness always!

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  3. ShriramNovember 11, 2009 at 2:42 PM

    It is never too late to do anything.
    the important word is do.
    Mostly we think a lot and do less, usually idling and passing time. I still experience it. Wish you all the best.

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  4. UnknownNovember 11, 2009 at 3:06 PM

    @shriram: thanks bhaiya

    @ babu: kiran i kno u r always listening to my unspoken words :)

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  5. ravipmbNovember 12, 2009 at 10:40 PM

    Dnt worry!!!!! U are cuteeeeeeeee

    One thing always remember life is colorful gift of GOD.Sometime good sometime bad....That's life.

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  6. Shivani RainaNovember 18, 2009 at 11:22 AM

    Hey Sweety, you are not at such a bad phase also as you are thinking...there is a great life ahead waiting for you....Learn from your Past that is the best thing you get from your mistakes....And at last, I must tell you one thing there is nothing in this world which does not have a good thing to it...it can never be completely useless...there are happy moments too in a sour past...remember that and move on
    You rock !!!
    TC....Keep smiling :)

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  7. UnknownNovember 23, 2009 at 3:39 PM

    Life is not just about earning and loosing bcoz it is not a business yaar but still i want to say u that what decisions u have taken in the past r best according to the present scenario so u must have no regrets on that n it is never too late to start all over again.....and u havent wasted ur years uselesly u collected memories all the materialized things gone with time but experience and memories remains with time and these r the real posession of life so use ur past to make future better.....

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  8. tushar sharmaDecember 22, 2009 at 12:36 AM

    the theme was good ... i guess you didn't want to mention what you have learned by looking over the past years, coz the one who has his past clear in mind can learn a lot by reviewing it ... and when you have a new plan it is supposed to be a better one and the better one omits the past mistakes and picks up the leanings.

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  9. UnknownDecember 22, 2009 at 4:21 PM

    @shivani & vaibhav: thanks guys for your support and encouraging words...i love u guys..

    @tushar: i agree to what you wrote. i think what matters isnt how big a lesson you have learnt but the fact that you have learnt something.. and thats what i wanted to write about..learning something new from the bad situations we all have to face sometime. for me the lesson was to set my priorities right..and i have done that. its human nature to plan things even though they dont work the way we plan, still i hope my new plans work out well enough so that when i look back, i dont regret making them.. :) thanks for reading the post and dropping your valuable comment..keep reading :)

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  10. BeyondAugust 19, 2010 at 2:19 AM

    all the best... get up get going

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  11. BeyondAugust 19, 2010 at 2:19 AM

    all the best... get up get going

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  12. UnknownAugust 19, 2010 at 1:26 PM

    @ rajat: thanks a lot :) its always encouraging to see new readers commenting :)keep your comments comming ..

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  13. manish kevreSeptember 15, 2010 at 12:11 AM

    Very well thought mam .sometimes i think the same way as you.

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  14. UnknownSeptember 15, 2010 at 12:48 AM

    @manish: thanks for dropping your comment.. hope you'll like other posts too... keep reading and commenting :)

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